i never knew how hard love was. till now. i never knew how hard life was. till now. i realise everything was could be so good yesterday night,but today just a single sentence,it would hit you severely. it makes you really want to give up on everything,makes you feel like running away,feel like just do something and don't think about it. but the fact is,it had happened already. even it just a sentence with 5 or 6 words. but the meaning of the words,will just harm you so badly and deeply. time's up,game over. i rather i didn't know you at all. maybe life would be still be okay. i still blame myself for eveything. i am tired of all this stuffs,i am foolish. seriously,i shouldn't have turnback the other time round. i should just continue and totally give up. probably thats the best remedy,i don't know. no point saying anything now,it's too late for anything now. this time,it's really over.

darkness looming in.